Friday, August 5, 2011

Summa time Fun!

Me and Ma Byke

The Family Farm

Clouds in the Lake!

Fish...waiting for bait?


Sunday, March 6, 2011


The Man.
The Thoughts.
The Visions.
The Drive.
The Passion.
The Talent.
The Strength.
The Genius.
The Confidant.
The Boyfriend.
The Brian Feser.
The Man.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Spontaneous Winter Saturdays and Wine Mugs.


As I kick back with my feet up, I reminisce and think about the spontaneous Saturday late lunch with my Dad, then a Spontaneous Luminary Loppet snow-shoeing with my Mom on Lake of the Isles, Minneapolis.  In my reflection, I pour myself a nice glass of Spanish wine into my favorite carousal wine-mug. I continue tipping the wine-mug back, in pure satisfaction with my spontaneous day, until, lo and behold my wine-mug is empty.  I look inside the mug and can't help but notice the red cracks that, in metaphor, paint the picture of the veiny long-lived life of liquid enjoyment.  I also notice the stained spots from which it was poorly hand washed.  Nevertheless; dirty, stained, & cracked, my wine-mug is loved and appreciated by me.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Ovens, Buses, Cold Weather, and Art.


I love Minneapolis:

When functional art, advertisements, buses, and cold weather combine.  Creativity at its best!

Thank you Caribou Coffee for keeping our bussers warm!!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

A Razor, Scissors, Vanity and A Comb


It never fails...once I get ahold of these Highly refined cutting tools, I feel this undeniable rush of exhilaration...an excitement for the changes I am about to endure.

However, this time it was different.  It wasn't like when I was 16 years old and making social statements by changing my hair cut and color with every moon cycle.  Although, admittedly still howling at the full moon, I am not interested in challenging the social norm anymore.

As I gripped the scissors, I was surprised to find myself drifting into this, all too familiar, calming trance state of mind.  Slowly sliding the razor's edge against each bundle of hair, I began to trim back the dead lengths.  Receiving some sort of seemingly twisted enjoyment, I listened to the blade slice through the fine strands as I sculpt  the jagged edges of the growing mass atop my head.

Initially, the finished result left me quite satisfied.  I had cute new bangs and my head felt about 30 lbs lighter.  Yet, for whatever reason, this dramatic change didn't thrill me like it used to. Instead I was strangely feeling slightly robbed.  Stripped of my progress and hard work, from my years of dedication and discipline.  My lovely long locks that had become such a defining characteristic for me in the past five years was now chopped into tiny bits...and I was the only one responsible to blame for this catastrophe.  There it was, looking so pathetic, and spread chaotically in a messy heap on my bathroom floor. 

I gave it one more good glance, inhaled...exhaled... then I swept it up and tossed my Vanity into the trash.


Without even looking into the mirror, I smiled and walked away.